feeling blah

is this all my achievements?
didn't i work hard enough?
have i made enough contribution?
aren't i part of the team?
do i deserve what i think i deserve?

why am i wasting my precious time?
why do i have to do all this, when clearly that's not what you guys consider to be worthy of?

not appreciated
unmotivated

blah

I want to run
I want to hide
I want to tear down the walls
That hold me inside
I want to reach out
And touch the flame
Where the streets have no name

I want to feel sunlight on my face
I see the dust cloud disappear
Without a trace
I want to take shelter from the poison rain
Where the streets have no name

-u2-