an argument

‘don’t worry! Just do what you have to do, and I’ll support it all the way through. Stop fussing over small things’
‘it’s my job to worry about things and remind you that there are things to be considered. your job is to help me realize to stop sweating over small stuffs’

I think this is one of the reasons why we’ve made it so far, chubbs.

Lullaby

Somewhere, over the rainbow
Way up high
There’s a land that I’ve heard of
Once, in a lullaby

Somewhere, over the rainbow
Skies are blue
There’s a dream, that I dare to dream
Really do come true

Someday I wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me
Where trouble smells like lemon drop
Away above the chimney top
That’s where you find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why, then oh why can’t I?

A happy little blue bird fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can’t I?

This is my lullaby for baby. Loved it since the first time I saw this classic movie.

Yeah, life’s pretty rocky these days.
Wish I could go to your land over the rainbow, baby.
Wish I could keep us there.

Drama queen

Baby, bubu, aa & neng,
take me away to the peaceful place where I don’t have to deal with this horrible world of mean adults.
Tinker Bell,
sprinkle me with your brightest pixie dust so I can fly to peter pan’s neverland with only captain cook as defeatable enemy to amuse me.
Totoro,
pick me up with your cat bus and fly me away from this cocoon of being responsible, reasonable adult.

so exhausted.
tired of fighting to get what I want.
want to stop worrying, thinking, considering others, making decisions.

Some people said that my life is so boring because I always stay on track.
Don’t they know that I busted my arse to be there?
It is way too easy to be selfish and careless. I chose this and never looked back.

Yeah, my inner drama queen is coming back after being dormant since I overcame my teens.

Disappointments

News, about certain stupid decision based on unjust and emotional spurt which will be carried out anyway regardless of the common sense, of the ethical foundation that supposedly underlie this kind of decision, totally ruins my day. For all people, I expect him to do the right thing. He is a leader forgodssakes. What happenned to this vision of grooming ethical future leaders? He is supposed to give a good example and sound judgment with firm foundations of logic and moral values. It is human to err and it will be very chivalrous to admit that you are wrong. And people would respect you more if you do.
But nooooo……….. da biggg honcho can not be wrong.
My hope that people around him would persuade him not to implement this is just vain. Either too weak or too afraid or just plain as illogical and feudal as he is.
Management by happiness my arse!!!!

Thought this is a good institution, to learn, to grow with egalitarian attitude. Based on equal opportunity and merit.
Am totally reconsidering my future carreer.
Get out! Get out as fast as I can before being corrupted.