Every cloud has a silver lining

I have passed a stormy Friday, I’m done talking about the storm, lets just focus on the silver lining.

First of all, I’ve found my courage. I know that I have to stand for what I want and take all the risks related with it. I want the nothing-to-loose attitude but am so afraid to get out of my comfort zone. Thanks to the impulsive act of anger done by a cowardly royalty, I finally took my place and told myself that I’ve had enough of all this crap.

I felt so relieved, free of the invisible prison that I didn’t even know exist. I can breathe easier, knowing that now I have the guts to jump ship. I felt excited that now I can pursue whatever I want, be whatever I can be.

I am surprised and really grateful that I’ve found support everywhere. Beneath the peace and quiet atmosphere, there lies all the seething and grinding dissatisfaction towards everything wrong.
It seems that hope is not all lost.

But am gotta sing this to you, you spoiled old fart:

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I got to find my own - my own

(Listen-Beyonce)